In this miserable city, where status is gold.

DO WE HAVE A PROBLEM HERE, EXCUSE ME?
I THOUGHT I HAD MADE MYSELF CLEAR.

WE HAVE A PROBLEM HERE.
what do i have to do to be left alone?



got my hair cut today. all one length.

NO LOVE CAN SAVE ME.

I wish life was so much more less complicated then it is.
I wish i was really good at not overanalyzing everything.

It's cold as fuck outside, its amazing.
oh also, this too.

Some things I'll never know, I had to let them go.

Learning to let go and move on.
I'm starting over, learning to open up to people who have proven to be more like family than anything.

All i want for christmas, is for my brother to come home.
I wish he was here. I never thought I could miss someone this much.



I never thought missing you would hurt this much. I know you love it where you are, but the holidays are going to be particularly trying without you baby brother. I miss you everyday.